I hate myself.. I tell myself I'll promise myself but i can't seem to keep it.. Wtf is wrong with me.. I regret everytime.. Again today on the bus i saw someone like you.. for the second time.. and flashes of you flew past my mind and when that happens i feel so sad and helpless everytime.. Its my fault.. holding back my decisions everytime leaving myself in pain and agony.. Why can't i jux make up my mind and dun think so farking much abt wad will happen in the end.. i jux wanna settle down and live my day happily like before.. Is it too much to ask for ? But i can't force anything out of it.. I nid something to occupy my mind or i will jux go heywire.. Lolx.. If i spell correct.. I'm not in the mood to laugh or smile cause i can't find the reason to smile or be happy.. I wish that everything would end or never started in the first place.. Everything that is happening now is not wad i tot i would see and everyone seems so far away.. Sky ~ It seems tat we have drifted far and things are like so not normal.. maybe we shld jux be frens ? i dunno... m I over-reacting or do i nid to see a psychologist ? I'm sorry.. Man i've gotta be happy..
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I hate myself.. I tell myself I'll promise myself but i can't seem to keep it.. Wtf is wrong with me.. I regret everytime.. Again today on the bus i saw someone like you.. for the second time.. and flashes of you flew past my mind and when that happens i feel so sad and helpless everytime.. Its my fault.. holding back my decisions everytime leaving myself in pain and agony.. Why can't i jux make up my mind and dun think so farking much abt wad will happen in the end.. i jux wanna settle down and live my day happily like before.. Is it too much to ask for ? But i can't force anything out of it.. I nid something to occupy my mind or i will jux go heywire.. Lolx.. If i spell correct.. I'm not in the mood to laugh or smile cause i can't find the reason to smile or be happy.. I wish that everything would end or never started in the first place.. Everything that is happening now is not wad i tot i would see and everyone seems so far away.. Sky ~ It seems tat we have drifted far and things are like so not normal.. maybe we shld jux be frens ? i dunno... m I over-reacting or do i nid to see a psychologist ? I'm sorry.. Man i've gotta be happy..